November 21st, 2009

Subject: Flâneur Time: 02:27 am

Addicted. By any measure, calling it film-making is definitely hyperbole: the final work was still so rough like a badly put together blair witch project, but i managed to find my way around the manual mode on the camcorder and made a respectable 10 minute of "moving things". Hope Prof AV loves it: grade is secondary, love is forever. And fingers crossed that some good news will come out of this (will let you all know as soon, if it does happen). Looking forward to seeing what the others have done too. This has been the best class ever with so much knowledge and spirit. Also, found an Yashica Electro while exploring with K at Thieves Market. The price is raw but we have no idea if it is still functioning. The battery is probably dead and a chore to revive. Argh. Exams are here but i am in no mood really. All i think about is running about outside doing the things i love and reading in bed. But i don't want school to be out so fast. Dilemma, thou art wickedness.

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November 17th, 2009

Time: 04:49 pm

I hope for your sake i’ve changed. And i hope for my sake you’ve managed to remain the same.

November 5th, 2009

Subject: Where The Wild Things Are Time: 02:11 am

People don't make me uncomfortable. I don't care much about people especially if i don't like them. I don't lack social skills because i do feel happy talking to most. But these don't really mean anything, do they? It just hit me that i know many people, but how many of them do i really know and how many really knows me? I have never intended to hide under a shroud of secrecy. I have never been dishonest. I can stand on steps with my heart in my hand. And if you want, i can juggle it together with some apples. But the heart has been frozen for too long. Perhaps the habit of not telling has resided too long in my blood for me to rid of its residue. I have known some amazing people for a considerable period of time, yet i find it hard to get any closer. And even harder to comprehend how others could do that with so much ease. A wall i don't know how to get over. That is what i feel whenever i start feeling.

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